Keeping it Personal with Jessica

About Jessica Kirkland

Jessica is the Owner of Christian Apps 4 Kids, a writing ministry dedicated to producing quality book apps that draw kids closer to Christ. She lives in Southeast Texas with her husband, Robb, and five-year-old triplets. She is an author and speaker whose greatest passion in life is to see young families grow deeper in their walk with God. When Jessica isn’t writing, you can find her cheering her boys on at the soccer field, or watching her little girl at the dance studio.
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The Storm’s of Life

Have you ever flown over a thunderstorm in an airplane? I do not fly that often, but the few times I have flown, it has never been anything short of blue skies from the plane down. I am a window-seat kind of gal usually because I am a claustrophobic kind of woman, that typically spends her time tracing the crop lines below in my head for hours. After all, the normal short people can fold down their tray table and sleep, but us giants don’t have that luxury.

The last time I flew, we immediately entered a land of fluffy cotton balls.

I can honestly say I’ve never appreciated those cumulus clouds more in my life. I felt like I was in a Pixar film. For the first time ever on a flight, I could not see the ground below.

Solid fluff.

And it was reflective. It was gazing down on a tiny slice of heaven.

Then…

…we flew right beside a thunderstorm.

Perspective changes everything.

There we were lost in a sea of cotton balls, when next to us was this massive thunderhead. Everything above the storm was beautiful, fluffy, and brilliantly reflected the Sun’s rays. Then, as you traveled down the cloud, it turned gray. Below it, you could see the white roll into a soft gray color. Beneath the gray fluff, was a hazy mist of rain that was drenching the Earth below. In the cloud, the lightning was flashing and snapping.

Perspective changes everything.

I thought about the people below.

When it’s storming outside, all you see is the dark sky. You hear the thunder. You feel the rain. The dark clouds swirl all around and it feels like you might be swallowed up by the darkness. This thunderstorm reminded me of what the view from the top is…

…during the storms of life.

As bad as your storm looks from the ground, just beyond what you can see, is a blue sky that is never separated from the Son. We just can’t see it from the ground.

Can you see the blue beyond your storm?

Perspective changes everything.

“Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” John 8:32

Conquering the Squirrel

I met this little guy on a walk one fall morning. I guess you could say we didn’t formally meet. He was DOA…

…dead on arrival.

Before I found him on my path, I had been asking God some hard questions. I sat on the fence of indecision in many different ways. I felt confusion, uncertainty, and doubt blanket my mind as I climbed up the steep hills of our neighborhood. I felt crowded out of my own life, trapped by financial stress, health problems, and pressure to succeed in general. My career seemed uncertain. To say our finances were “tight” would have been the understatement of the year. To add insult to injury, after two months of really good health, I nose-dived for no apparent reason.

Then, there he lay. I realized how much we had in common…

…me and Mr. Squirrel.

The product of his indecision probably culminated in the rumble of a noise he couldn’t decipher (the engine of a car or truck careening his way) and ended with a big, rubber tire. The product of mine was playing out in an eerily similar fashion. A lack of peace about my future, fear concerning a huge business risk I had taken, and doubt that my health would ever be restored. I didn’t want to be like this squirrel; crushed by confusion.

The only thing I held onto was the promise that God knew the road ahead. How was I able to forget God’s truth so quickly? I was so easily tossed about by the waves of circumstance and I was mad about it! I was angry at myself for not being stronger. I was “Towanda” mad at my inner-squirrel. The squirrel within me that couldn’t make up his mind which direction to go, how to flee to safety, or how to steer clear of the big, rubber tire!

As I neared the end of my walk, I realized that I was letting Satan cruelly manipulate my emotions. I had lived for months worrying about my tomorrow. I had lived for weeks letting my feelings govern my days and nights. I felt God prompting me to cast off the old me, my flesh, and to walk like the new creature He created me to be. I thought of the squirrel and realized that God’s children don’t have to live this way for we are more than conquerors.

What about you? Are you frantic? Frazzled? Uncertain about your future? Take heart, God can see the road ahead and overwhelming victory is ours through Christ Jesus.

“No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.” Romans 8:37 NLT

Everyday God

Everyday God

“One generation shall praise Thy works to another, and shall declare Thy mighty acts. On the glorious splendor of Thy majesty, and on Thy wonderful works, I will meditate. And men shall speak of the power of Thine awesome acts; And I will tell of Thy greatness. They shall eagerly utter the memory … Continue reading →

A Dream in Bloom

Books

"I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living." Psalm 27:13 Old. New. They lure me in every single time. When I run my hands along dusty shelves, the pages of time reverse. I see the fifteen- year-old girl I once was. I was all … Continue reading →

Coloring Outside The Lines

coloring outside the lines

I was coloring with my triplets one morning when my little girl emphatically shouted, “Mom, you cannot color outside the lines!” My heart sank, and it wasn’t because I had messed up. It was because my beautiful, little artist had her mom’s bent towards perfectionism. A large part of me … Continue reading →